You're tearing me apart
Crushing me inside
You used to lift me up
Now you get me down

If I
Was to walk away
From you my love
Could I laugh again ?

If I
Walk away from you
And leave my love
Could I laugh again ?
Again, again...

You're killing me again
Am I still in your head ?
You used to light me up
Now you shut me down

If I
Was to walk away
From you my love
Could I laugh again ?

If I
Walk away from you
And leave my love
Could I laugh again ?

I'm losing you again
Locking me inside
I used to lift you up
Now I get you down

Without your love
You're tearing me apart
With you close by
You're crushing me inside
Without your love
You're tearing me apart
Without your love
I'm dowsed in madness
Can't loose the sadness
I can't loose the sadness

Can't loose the sadness

You're tearing me apart
Crushing me inside
Without your love
(you used to lift me up)
You're crushing me inside
(now you get me down)
With you close by
I'm dowsed in madness
Can't lose the sadness
It's ripping me apart

What a strange star to live on
You say you're well
You say you're well

What a strange way to fall in love
So far apart
You say you're well
And you don't really care
Cause you're already up there

What a strange world to live with
You say you're well
You say you're well

What a strange way to fall appart
So far apart
You say you're well

Cause you don't really care
Cause you're already up there
Please just light the way

Now the rain is turning red , As God is bleeding
And you are dancing
Your dress is covered in blood
And you keep dancing

As I watch you, I swear
I'll stay with you up there

I know the voice that beckons me out of this hell
I know the road that you leads me home
So don't be scared you're not alone
So like the sun when all is dark please light the way

We don't need anything else but love to light the way

What to say? In love but I cry, in love but I'm talking with u and not with her, the one I love!! Every night ur there, haunting me, fucking ghost. i hate myself, I hate u sometimes...I'd like to be perfect, like to be a newborn, but for sure I'm not...The dark is coming again, between light and darkness what should I take? the light for the happiness, the dark for the lust...I'm not as nice as I seem to be... I need to be bad, I need that pain inside somehow, so everytime I'm back to u...come and get me, take me with u again...In that pain, in that jealousy...Teach me how to be good cuz I don't know, teach me how to be simple, cuz I don't know...I'm my own shadow...Darkness suits me...Come and get me, yeah, come and get me..Don't want to be myself again...Nightmares coming back again...Both of u in my thoughts, ur hands, ur look, ur faces...I hate u but I feel alive...I don't need u, I refuse to tell myself that u made me who I am...I'd like to hurt u, I'd like u to feel the pain, but ur not, so it's myself that I hurt, so it's u that I hurt, for the pain I have inside...Why is it this way? Sometimes I really think that I can forget ur hands on me, ur smell, but ur still there...Somewhere in my head...But u wouldn't understand...Ur married now, ur life is so fucking perfect, whatever if u wasted mine, whatever if I cry alone at night...Damn I hate me...They told me about therapy, I'm my own therapy...Therapy by alcohol, therapy by hatred...One day u'll go away...

Don't know where you gone
But it seem like a mighty long way now
Don't know where you gone
But it seem like a mighty long time
Since I seen your face
So I dream and I'll dream of that day now
See you coming hunny
With that sunny sky

Everywhere I go
Everything that I do and I say now
Nothing ringing true
It don't matter how hard that I try
Cause all I want is you
So I wish and I wish and I pray now
To see you coming hunny
With that sunny sky

Every night when I go out
Get drunk 'til I fall down
Burry my head
I don't want to see
That I'm getting nowhere
And time is dragging so slowly
So tired now hunny
So tired of me
O-oh so tired of me

Don't need you say that
You'll stay with me baby forever
Don't need you to tell me
Your heart and your soul are all mine
It's okay with me
You can smile say nothing whatever
I see you smiling hunny
I'll be feeling fine

Every night when I go out
Get drunk 'til I fall dow
Burry my head
I don't want to see
That I'm getting nowhere
And time is dragging so slowly
So tired now hunny
So tired of me